The time that I have been here has really made me think about things. I know that God has brought me here and that it is part of his plan. Without a doubt, I am aware of this. There are sometimes that I wished that everyone in my life could fully understand this. I've always been the person that has never pushed my way of thinking onto someone else or I have never not accepted someone for who they are... This is how I am and I hope to always be. I consider myself a good friend that can be approached with everything. Because of this, I have begun to realize that everyone is not like me and that they are not going to accept me for who I am and the decisions that I make. I am blessed to be surrounded mostly by those who are standing behind me in whatever it is that I choose to do with my life. It is really hard to understand how anyone could not see how God has blessed me. That is the only reason that I am where I am and doing what I am doing. The world is full of different people and it has always been my goal to love everyone and accept them no matter what they believe. Is that wrong? Lately, it seems to be hurting me more than helping me... I want to be able to show compassion to those who don't understand compassion. I want to be there for the fallen who have no where else to go and I want to give them hope. Every decision that I make from this day on has nothing to do with what I want but what God wants. I am no longer going to justify my actions, but going to put complete faith in God that he will use me as a earthly example of what he can do in someone's life. I biggest prayer is that God will be shown through me and that others will begin to understand why I do what I do. I know that obstacles like this are always going to be thrown my way, but with God I can do anything...
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28
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